2 days!

In 2 days I FINALLY get to see my parents and my sisters beautiful family! I am SO excited. Let me just say I. AM. A. BRAT. I hate it but it is what it is. I took my mom for granted. Everything she did was for us kids. She never did anything for herself. She was always at my games-not just that, she was at everything that was important to me. She supported me on everything I did, I hardly got in trouble (whether I deserved it or not is irrelevant! ha). I was hardly ever home. I just couldn't wait to move out and be old. If I could go back in time I would spend SO many nights just hangin out with her. Giving each other pedicures, driving around, ANYTHING! I don't know why I made going to Round Valley, or going to Show Low, or those STUPID bon fires a priority. I miss having my mom around all the time. Yes, we talk every day without fail. In the ENTIRE time she has been in TX, she has only missed 2 nights of texting me goodnight. I never realized how big of a baby I am. But I need my mom around! haha. All I can say is while she is here I'm gonna soak up every second and probably bother her because I'm just gonna want to be at her side the entire time haha. Cause it will probably be another 9 months till I get to see her again. tear.

Can't believe it!

I can't believe I made a blog before I was married. I always refused. Don't ask why. Guess I figured I had nothing exciting to share...now I do! Josh popped the question on 11/1 and we're gettin hitched Jan 27th!

 I couldn't be more excited. (yes I already made this blog as 'the schaelers' haha) Sometimes I think about it and get freaked out. Am I really going to be someones wife? Maybe the fear is taking care of someone else when sometimes I get so stressed out just thinking about taking care of myself. I don't want to let him down. So I guess my goal from here on out is to be the best wifey! Wish me luck!