FML

If the title is too inapropriate deal with it. It's my blog. The past few days have SUCKED!! I don't know how else I could describe them. I've been in such a funk and I have no clue why. So yesterday when I was driving home from work, mind you I'm wearing skinny jeans and my Jessica Simpson heels, my car DIES right at the intersection of Higley and Ray. I couldn't even get lucky enough to be in the outside lane. Nope, little me in the middle lane. I called Josh on the verge of tears in a complete panic not knowing what to do. I turn on my hazzards and sit there. Luckily he had the day off and was at Freestone skating. I then called Chris since he has a truck and that's helpful ha. He asked where I was. I told him sitting in the middle of the road waiting to get rear ended. He started laughing and told me to get out of the freakin car. Oh yeah, its 5:00 rush hour..I step out of my car, leaving it empty and wave to the car behind me..sorry! As I'm waiting in the dirt on the side of the road I decided it was quite hilarious watching these people as they continued to stop behind the ONLY car that ISNT moving at the green light with the hazard lights ON. Idiots. There was one that was my favorite. He was about 70 with a handicap hangy thing. He LAID on his horn..I'm in pure laughter now, he slowly pulled around it and looked inside, noticing no one was in the car and stopped. looked at me and sped off.. ha!! But there was a freakish patter of mini vans...seemed like they were the majority of the idiots. Sorry if you drive one :)
TODAY I was so tired. My sister and her family went to Flag for the Polar Express and Josh has to work till 11 pm. I really try not to be a negative person but seriously?? I was crying over everything all day. I hate dealing with stupid customers. One guy got so mad. Sorry your payment and statement got crossed in the mail? Don't be a complete DOUCHE to me! It's O-K!! Thankfully my friend Crystal was off work today and she picked me up from work and took me to get my car which is clear away from her hood. To fix my car was 500..pretty sure I could sell my car for that and get the good end of the deal. I really am greatful I have a car, and no car payment. Just not being able to go to lunch today made me realize I would die without a car.


P.S. My dog Ammo is chasing his tail and has been since I started this post. Hilarious.

2 days!

In 2 days I FINALLY get to see my parents and my sisters beautiful family! I am SO excited. Let me just say I. AM. A. BRAT. I hate it but it is what it is. I took my mom for granted. Everything she did was for us kids. She never did anything for herself. She was always at my games-not just that, she was at everything that was important to me. She supported me on everything I did, I hardly got in trouble (whether I deserved it or not is irrelevant! ha). I was hardly ever home. I just couldn't wait to move out and be old. If I could go back in time I would spend SO many nights just hangin out with her. Giving each other pedicures, driving around, ANYTHING! I don't know why I made going to Round Valley, or going to Show Low, or those STUPID bon fires a priority. I miss having my mom around all the time. Yes, we talk every day without fail. In the ENTIRE time she has been in TX, she has only missed 2 nights of texting me goodnight. I never realized how big of a baby I am. But I need my mom around! haha. All I can say is while she is here I'm gonna soak up every second and probably bother her because I'm just gonna want to be at her side the entire time haha. Cause it will probably be another 9 months till I get to see her again. tear.

Can't believe it!

I can't believe I made a blog before I was married. I always refused. Don't ask why. Guess I figured I had nothing exciting to share...now I do! Josh popped the question on 11/1 and we're gettin hitched Jan 27th!

 I couldn't be more excited. (yes I already made this blog as 'the schaelers' haha) Sometimes I think about it and get freaked out. Am I really going to be someones wife? Maybe the fear is taking care of someone else when sometimes I get so stressed out just thinking about taking care of myself. I don't want to let him down. So I guess my goal from here on out is to be the best wifey! Wish me luck!